It was very hard because I moved schools a it and in every school I was like the mean target to get bullied. I had a very good friend thought my mum would help me through everything most of the time I fount it very hard to make friends. I was a closed person which didn't trust a lot of people at all. The only places i really had friends was at church or people that I have known since I was five. It took me a while to find friends that i thought we're trust worthy for me to hang around i mad some mistakes there and then but it was worth it.
There we're times when I would hang around by myself in the library and read a book and I liked it, it was a time we're I could catch up with my thoughts and what I was going through lately. I learnt tricks because I was bullied for some many years I would block them out not listen i also kept a dairy in which I would keep my feeling in. don't take me for a saint though because there we're times where I would snap very quickly and say things which were the truth and then feel a little bit of regret.
At home i had a the best support which was my mum she help me in everything which was really good because she thought me how not to be a lightweight which means a lot of words that people said to me would not effect me because i would let it get to me. However there were time where i would brake down because sometime it was just to much to handle as a child but she was always there to help me this is why i am grateful to have my mother even though we have our ups and downs she never leaves me she is my best friend. LOL xx
Till next time. bejios
